She Wonders

She sits alone and wonders,
About things she can't control,
About what it means to be alive,
And how to make herself whole.

She wants to know why she's here,
She wants to find an answer,
Something to look forward to,
A hope, a dream, a future.

She wonders if this is how it is,
She asks if it gets any better,
Whether there's any reason to carry on,
Whether anything she does really matters.

And nothing she's done has told her much,
Nowhere can she find any answers,
But that doesn't stop her from asking,
As she sits alone and wonders.

Peace,
Justin